So now that I'm no longer working at Advance, I got a new job working for a marketing company. I get to work from home and the money is good, and the job itself is not that bad. I have to talk on the phone and I don't really like talking on the phone, but again, the money is good. There's one drawback, though.
I stay home all day. I miss having coworkers to talk to. I miss the water cooler chats. I miss the cafeteria chat.
And I miss my friends.
Sora, you're still cruising around the Caribbean, or somewhere off the coast of California, I'm not sure. And I'm happy that you're there cos I know that's what you wanted and you're most likely enjoying it. Really. But I miss talking to you.
Emph, you're supposed to be back in Lima soon. I don't know how long you'll stay before going back to Brazil, but I hope we get to talk. I promise I won't try anything XD. Naw, you know I never would. I just like to tease you.
Henry... dammit man. I'm sorry.
Xio is busy with finals and term papers until the 20th and her Spaniard is coming over, they'll be spending their vacations together. She called to ask me to go with them to the theater and the movies and stuff, but she hasn't seen him in ages and I don't want to be a third wheel. It'd be awkward, to say the least.
Yesterday I almost made a big mistake. I really like Frescia, no doubt about that. Spending time with her made me forget everything else. And when we hugged, we just stood there... her head on my shoulder, the scent of her hair... my heart almost stopped. We almost kissed, before we were interrupted. I know she and I, we... it just can't happen. She might be the nicest, sweetest person around me, but that's not the real her. I have to face it, something could happen, but it must not happen.
Doesn't make it any easier, though. Dammit.
I just... I feel kind of alone.